Poetry
The Shamrocks
Little green trinities—at home between
sky and sod, a canny family resemblance,
a truly inside job—a common life far beyond
broad oceans of guilt and sad regret—not these
worthless plastic hats and opaque glasses,
not these banners from forgotten holidays
spent over Hell’s Ditch and the moon—not
the smoking remnants of a blasted Friday
from dark in 1972—not me, not you, not at all
this weight of black hilarity behind us—only
a lilt of dawn light over the rise, and a breeze
that moves with or without purpose, and that
sweeps the quiet field of the many and the one.
The Guns of Navarone, 1961
“It’s fifty years since I have felt alone,”
he said, and told the story of the day
he went to see The Guns of Navarone.
Before the days of text and mobile phone
you hand wrote letters when you were away
from loved ones, so they wouldn’t feel alone.
Men in the Susquehanna
Below the overpass, a dozen men
are staggered like a mean bowling split
across the shining flats. How can these men
be here on a Wednesday morning, fishing for trout?
Perhaps they’ve taken the day off from work.
Perhaps they don’t have work. They gritted their teeth
all winter long, but now they take up hope
of plenty, fresh fillets on the grill or fried
in popping bacon grease, a freezer full
enough to last ’til spring turkey season.
Kennedy Drive
The night of the warehouse fire, we all
stayed up watching an orange sky twist
flame and shadow, flinching with each
boom as oil drums succumbed.
Maybe we should leave, my mother said.
My father—glowing bright, then dim—
stared out the window. Listen, you can
hear each barrel roll and blow.
Schismatic at a Wedding by the Sea
I.
I was lost in ribs of stone, fixated
on mossy shadows of angels winging
from behind your ears. When you said
you didn’t trust my eyes, your words
bobbed me back from my grave
of details, but your breath
formed a nettle which made
me still more upset: You had drawn
attention to yourself by referring
—like curtains ungathered in a boat
of glass—to a place the sea
does not reflect.
Self Conscious
gaze / regard
The incident is trivial (it is always trivial) but it will attract to it whatever language I possess. (Barthes)
She has a seat to herself until the man
gets on and mutters to his kid sit by that
ugly girl over there.
Ablutions
This isn’t how I hoped I’d live my life,
suddenly awake
as the phone blares disco beats.
The iPhone starts to shake
with a wheezed malevolence. Deep breath.
Slap down a groping hand.
Toilet. Toothbrush. Shower. Shave.
Each civilized demand
feels like a move toward life itself, as warmth
courses through the veins.
Frost Advisory
Viscous purple light of sundown &
the mountains in silhouette. Autumn delivers
its ultimatums, & the skeletal magnolia
shivers. Every morning this month
I’ve filled the bird feeder & by dusk
it’s empty again. Scattered on the grass,
seed husks & blood splatter; hunger
already forgotten in the roughhouse wind.
Laisse-Moi Tranquille
Each night I rinse the truck
in the depot off Meserole.
I nod to the other drivers, tuck
my braid in the back of my shirt.
A rat floats through the oil.
Shoe-trees of metal
line the edge of the iris.
Knowing you will love me
almost kills me.
Her Chair
My mother must have been tired
of being mother, wife, some patient’s
nurse, tired of a house of dust
and abandoned appliances
drained of their usefulness,
of house keys, doormats,
throbbing of my father’s TV
and ringing telephone, his primitive
remote slipping beneath easy
chair cushions.