Poetry
The Idiot Anthem
It was a time of great fanfare, unfair
to many, loud and full of old wind.
We stepped out onto the balcony
as the motorcade went by.
In the crowd we saw a premonition of
our own funerals, each
of us distinctly, individual nightmares.
Those who stayed inside
were dying inside, their words as lax
as exhalations.
King Opah
King Opah, Moonfish, Lampris Regius, I hope your life,
Before drifting solo up some immense Pacific seamount
In search of squid or other of your own nourishment you
Were hooked by a curious entrepreneurial longline,
Was as good as the dark, dense orange steak
The expert butcher cut from behind your head
Suggested it must have been, that your silver flanks,
That your steely, dark blue dorsal skin or scales
Sporting irregular rows of big white spots
And your orange or crimson fins all navigated
Midnights of fantastic bathypelagic spawning,
That your large eyes circled with gold, vermilion jaw line,
And the thick, rich oily fat beneath your 200-pound iridescence
Quivered with sweet salt as you conducted your pectoral fins
Through oceanodromous wanderings so rarely seen.
Miss
Much as I’ve
failed, for all
I lack, alone as I
may look without
the phone I left
home, bring me
more wine, nice
man, and please
don’t call
me that.
* * *
Jilt
Juliet, Jillian,
harlot Jill,
in French jillet,
the flirt, unfeeling,
felt, who flung her
don into the dirt,
having fanned
his flame,
the abrupt slut
who ended it.
Having Bummed a Smoke Outside of the National Gallery, Though I Have Quit
“And if it rains, a closed car at four. And we shall play a game of chess.”
–Eliot
The trees stick out
their tongues
at all of us squatting
at their trunks while wild onions
fall limp at their tips
like month-old mohawks.
Dear Reader,
This morning the world tried its best to tuck me back in.
I’ve been writing from the demilitarized zone
Of my chest and the weather is almost always clouds.
Who can recall the sun with all this posturing?
I heard a woman say, “We ought to live more real life.”
Opaque
It’s opaque, secretive
to no purpose, circular
rather than linear,
a road that comes back
to itself as if that
were enough to keep our
attention, the first person
subjective, story of you
as told by you who can’t
stop free-associating
words that stand for emotions
you can’t bear to lay bare,
cop-out extraordinaire.
What Blocks Out the Sun
If you realize that all things change, there is nothing you will try to hold on to. If you are not afraid of dying, there is nothing you cannot achieve. –– Lao Tzu
Look, the tongue is not mapped, does not pair well
with the drapes.
Blue Ridge Mountain Runaway
High cries broke
from that salt-beaded neck
above splintered hands
dangling on strings.
Now rest hushed in moonshine
between bar lines
as lead begins to drip.
We escaped on the trail of rhapsody
to the crossroads of flattened steps
until the air had a bite
facing an Aeolian hall.
Rock
How foolish
we were to make
promises when we
are designed to break
apart, to find our simplest
form, to return to the thinnest
vibrating string. We begin as one
then the cord is cut. All we are are clues,
molecules glued, atoms aching to be small,
smaller, smallest. All the decades, all the pages
of calendars ripped & forgotten.
It is what it is
It is what it is.
It’s not what it might have been.
It’s not what it had been.
It isn’t what it could be.
It’s not what it ought to be.
It won’t be what it might have been.
It was what it ought not to have been.